Magic Doesn't Exist

I once believed in magic
A feeling Untamed and full of comfort
Blinded by this feeling
I ran away to a land of happiness
A place I dreamed
A place I didn't believe to exist once
Was real
But when you fall for magic
There is an awakening dark side
Trembling through your mind
Uttering doubt walks through
Trapping you
Trying to drown you
And slowly that perfect world is taken away
Realizing magic is an illusion
Just for show
But without a tear you fight these unearthly demons
Ones I have fought before
I will once again find the inner peace
And won't be defeated

Strong and Wanted

Delicate and most sincere apologizes for confusing
What is truly misunderstood
Something too complex to explain
The truth trembles from extensive fear
Of being judged and being left
Creating a noble frame of what is unwanted
But what must happen through destiny
I didn't mean to cause any harm
Fighting myself from causing distress
And unrest
I want to be strong
Like who I was before
But everyone has their weak side

She gives

She gives she gives

All with a smile

She gives she gives

Hoping it’s worth while

She gives without hoping

But thats all she can

She gives she gives

Until she realizes life has a plan

An open book of her desires

Its all for her

She gives she gives

And she never stops with her new profound hope

She gives she gives

Without expectation

She gives

The Mind

His empty shouts clear the mind
As sparkles nourish the trembling unfolding desires
Echoes of ear piercing cries contemplate
What was thought to be right in the land of wrong
Fluttering butterflies of thoughts exert across the empty lands
Trying to find out where or how this began
Screams of frivolous fear empty a house once filled with people
Oh, so sincere

Right Or Wrong

Shattering an empty heart
Left these words vastly dry
Kindly tattering the truth without provoking mass destruction
Where all is lost
Beyond the content and beyond it all
I won't be the one to fall
Catching a breath
The world spins round
Compelling events onto events
Hard to see what is right or wrong
Falling empty stars nourish the unknown
We are going round but we stand still

Bad

Countless times I've done the right thing only provoking the bad
Getting me nowhere
I want to be a vivid image of my good intentions
But there's  another  side
An open book of sins
Blinded by this strong feeling
I am confused
Putting me in a trance
It feels good doing the right thing
But also doing wrong
Because in the end you learn from whats wrong
Not whats right

Trying

Trembling through visions unseen
I don't want to hurt
Just want to help
Do the right thing
But these urging thoughts of doubt
Blind me
Within a crying time of helplessness
There is light
Just keep walking
Don't fear the love
Just keep trying

Left For You

Colored reflections of pure flickers of light
Contemplating flavored taste of ambivalent directions
These empty notes I left for you
They are unread
They aren't for love
Just words left unsaid
Dancing and flickering these hidden pains
An anxious attachment to doubt
I'm scared for the good
But I won't be defeated
I want to trust
I keep giving
And I know I have it good
Good people in my life
I just feel misunderstood
Like a window meant to be closed
I am open
I'll try and try till i get it right
Sometimes you must be wrong
To understand the good
But don't lose the sight you see