Left For You

Colored reflections of pure flickers of light
Contemplating flavored taste of ambivalent directions
These empty notes I left for you
They are unread
They aren't for love
Just words left unsaid
Dancing and flickering these hidden pains
An anxious attachment to doubt
I'm scared for the good
But I won't be defeated
I want to trust
I keep giving
And I know I have it good
Good people in my life
I just feel misunderstood
Like a window meant to be closed
I am open
I'll try and try till i get it right
Sometimes you must be wrong
To understand the good
But don't lose the sight you see