Build This City

She thrives to build this city of conquered variations of continuity
Trying to anchor tranquility through out sheep like motions
She doesn't try to find herself but she did in those lost hopeless nights
Giving all her love to all but not forgetting herself
Sometimes she wants to let go
Trying to see the sanity that she needs to go on
She makes mountains of mistakes 
Only to find mountains of accomplishments and hope
Often she wanders of those who leave her
And wishes them the best
She holds onto those that care for her
And puts every inch of breath to be there for them
Sometimes she often wishes if there was another way
But the earth keeps spinning
And time keeps going